I have never felt so hollow and empty, regretful beyond all measure and just crushungly sad
I took what I had for granted and treated everything important to me like it was nothing. I made reckless decisions and am now spiraling bc its slipping thru my dumb fucking hands. I can feel the gaping hole in my chest and my soul of where I held it all and all I can do is try and hold on, try and claw it back
I’ve never wished or prayed for a miracle or forgiveness so much before now. I’ve never felt this hopeless. I’ve never felt this kind of pain, regret, panic, and desperation. I’m so fucking terrified of every second that passes and it feels like time is standing still for me, crushing me in place while everything else moves around me
I would give anything, do anything, try anything to come back and stop myself from being the selfish piece of garbage and stop those decisions. I don’t want to be that person anymore and I know I can make it happen. I know I can be better. I know it will be hard to be trusted again, and I know that it will take a long time to rebuild that trust from the ashes of my choices; I still would do it
I just need that chance. I only need that one last chance to prove it
you have been visited by the seven magic dragon balls your biggest wish will be granted but only if you reblog
Couldn’t risk it.
didn’t realize they change colors. now I know o gotta wish.
THIS SHIT IS REAL I GOT THE JOB I WAS NUTS ABOUT BC I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY maybe it’s a coinkidink but it okay just take the necessary steps to achieve what you’re wishing for and YOU CAN DO IT
Millions of bees are dying off, with alarming consequences for our environment and our food supply. We rely on bees to pollinate everything from almonds to strawberries to the alfalfa used to feed dairy cows. What happens if the bees disappear? It’s simple: No bees, no food. Believe it or not, you have a bee to thank for every one in three bites of food you eat.
Scientists know that bees are dying from a variety of factors—pesticides, drought, habitat destruction, nutrition deficit, air pollution, global warming and more. Many of these causes are interrelated. The bottom line is that we know humans are largely responsible for the two most prominent causes: pesticides and habitat loss. (Source & Source)
Honey bees are an invasive species brought from Europe by settlers. Honey bees push out native pollinators in the Americas, and spread disease to other, native bee populations like bumblebees.
We need to stop the spread of misinformation on honey bees and help restore a balance to our ecosystems.
Oops I did it again
